i am at peace with myself ..
i'm not angry with myself i'm not upset. I feel calm, collected, and connected with my emotions.
i feel sad .. not in a crying kind of way ..but in a way that i am content .
all i hear is soft sad music ..
the world seems grey .. there are no vibrant colours ..
this world is cold .. but i dont mind .. i get lost in the beauty of sadness .
i dont want to be seen ... i want to go unnoticed .. i like it that way .
walk through this world as if i were invisible ..
i'm content with this loneliness .
feeling content almost seems like a lie... the way it creeps on us slowly makes being alone seem normal but its not... live love and love some more for one plus zero is never two
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