drunk .

intoxicated ..
malibu .. lovin the rum ..
the taste of ur breath ..the feeling of ur skin on mine ..
everyone around us .. lost in the music .. ur hands roaming around my rib cage ..
pulling me closer .. the taste of ur breath .. hotter than before .. our lips touch .. and sends an electric pulse down my spine .. alcohol .. blurred vision .. reality isnt as close as normal .. but you're 100% real .. the music is blarring .. weed in the air .. bottles of alcohol clinging throughout the crowd .. people introducing themselves .. dancing .
and we slip away into the party .. you and i ..
and now .. i pray that i'll remember this moment ..

should that be me ?

you and i ..skin on skin . tension .
our lips touch .. electricity .. down my spine .
my best friend .. you are .. but right now you're so much more .
i know you may not feel the same ... you're with her ..
her picture is the background on your phone .. should that be me ?
maybe not .. i mean .. you're my best friend ..
you're the one i run too when i need someone to lean on ..
you're the one thats there and listens when i need someone to care ..
you're the one who holds me close and you're the one who calms me down .
when i have a nightmare and wake up sick .. you're the one thing that can clear my mind of trauma ..
i cant let myself fall for you .. though you may just be the one ..
my feelings are mixed up .. you're with her .. should that be me ?
i'm baffled and confused .. emotions tear me up .. i dont know what should happen ..
but i've been told that whats meant to be will find its way ..
and you're still with her .. but i cant help but wonder ..
should that be me ?