should that be me ?

you and i ..skin on skin . tension .
our lips touch .. electricity .. down my spine .
my best friend .. you are .. but right now you're so much more .
i know you may not feel the same ... you're with her ..
her picture is the background on your phone .. should that be me ?
maybe not .. i mean .. you're my best friend ..
you're the one i run too when i need someone to lean on ..
you're the one thats there and listens when i need someone to care ..
you're the one who holds me close and you're the one who calms me down .
when i have a nightmare and wake up sick .. you're the one thing that can clear my mind of trauma ..
i cant let myself fall for you .. though you may just be the one ..
my feelings are mixed up .. you're with her .. should that be me ?
i'm baffled and confused .. emotions tear me up .. i dont know what should happen ..
but i've been told that whats meant to be will find its way ..
and you're still with her .. but i cant help but wonder ..
should that be me ?