Sanity

these blue eyes, are synchronized, but behind them I'm not so organized.
secrets linger from the past, pain that seems to always last,
different day, different life, maybe i wouldn’t turn to the knife,
but life is hard and pain is real, and this suffering numbs all the feel,
people pass, emotions cry, no one else can see them, only I,
and so i shake, fear sets in, but all that i can do is grin,
my friends are soft, they comfort me, so for now i keep my sanity.