I'm angry ..
flustered with frustrations .. how could you ? .. how dare you ...
i just want to curl up and melt away into the grass .. and then grow tall and go undisturbed by human activity..
inhale, exhale ... i'm fine .. i answer my own questions because i'm the only one who cares enough to ask myself ..
no i dont want to listen to what you think you need .. i want you to listen to what i need .. because thats what matters right now .. cant you see ? .. its not about you this time ..
i dont want to communicate with someone who doesnt care to hear my voice ... i dont want to be surrounded by people at all ..
i want to feel the pain of loneliness .. of emptiness ... of solitude .. and i want to cry about it .
i dont want to be disturbed by other peoples problems .. i want to focus on my own ..
i want to swim in a dark blue lake under an over cast sky and slip away into a place where not even reality can disturb me ...
i want to be free from this anger .
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