This storm is making it easier to breathe, but harder to sleep, the thunder rumbles through the sky into my room and in my soul, lightening strikes and i feel it, electricity, running through my veins..
i can hear the rain pounding against the cement, my heart beats against my chest, anger.
alone, i'm lonely, everything slows down...
no thunder, no lightening .. just light rain dropping on the bricks.
i can smell the rain, i sit beside the open window, i look out into the darkness of the night, i am alone, sad.
Painfully lonely, and then it hits me, the sadness, like a strong slap accross the face.
tears well up and stream down my face, tears.. made up of only sadness, loneliness, emptiness.
my tears slow, and so does my breathing, my heart still beating hard against my chest, i quickly grow weak, climb into bed, hot summer air surrounding me along with the night, swallowing me into a pit of darkness, the sound of rain fades into the background and then my thoughts travel away from reality away from the world to a place only i have seen, goodbye planet earth .. until gravity wakes me ..
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